Tears became a cycle <3

I saw this somewhere.
"I don't care if you hate me, just don't fucking pretend you don't"
Everyone are just hypocrites.
A single action and people complain about one another.
I don't think i have done really bad things to deserve these.

Everyone wanna find someone to blame.
And u choose to blame it on me, its fine, really.
From now on that is.
I don't wanna care anymore already.

I do what i say,
Maybe not physical stuff,
But when u tell me not to, i dont.
You don't wanna believe it's okay. nvm.
Afterall, trust is just a mutual feeling towards someone.
Its all up to you to judge.

I'm tired too actually.
I'm human, i have feelings.
Do friends behave this way?
I thought things were gona be different after the last 4 days,
And now u tell me this.
To think you call me one of your bestfriends,
~~And i really believed it.~~

After all that, u still think i tell them.
Im utterly disappointed this time.
No words can describe how i feel right now.
):

Goodbye.

a new start. (:
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