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Monday, July 18, 2011
GBBB

Imma on my self-declared break.
Things never change do they?
Blarghhh. O:


a new start. (:
11:53 PM
Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Life is really full of ups and downs.
One time it seems perfectly alright,
But nooo,
Its just what you see on the surface.

I just wanna consolidate my thoughts here and rant about anything.

First, wayyu back probably when school just started this sem.
That was when i decided not to care anymore.
I broke off from people that i would really call my BFFs then.
I really had an awesome time with you guys and its just something with me.
I don't think i am suitable to be in your clique.
It's just that at that time,
I only find myself happy when I'm with the 3 of you D, R, G.
And when I'm with your secondary school friends,
I can't seem to mix well.
That's what i felt no matter how much i tried.
I honestly think that there are some of them that didn't liked me and that really felt suckish.


Another thing would be that,
I understood that time that going LAN and town most of the time kinda doesn't suit me.
I'm quite a slacker.
And it's also money consuming.

Then,
I decided to rather just not go out with the big group of you guys.
And when you guys asked me to have that movie marathon/sleepover ,
I thought i should give it a go.
I enjoyed it.

Afterall,
I'm disappointed at myself for just 'ending' it like this.
It probably hurt your feelings when i started behaving differently in front of you guys.
That has got to be one of the greatest mistake in my life.

Secondly,
In class it seems to be going well.
But i guess it's not and never will!
I used to say how the class could still be one again.
But all that is impossible.
From what i understand is that when i join other groups,
They would be unhappy.
I really don't know what to do!
Because i really wanna be friends with all of you.

And then the recent thing that i just came to know about it today,
I really don't know.
I wanna work,
But am i too thick-skin if i just continue and wait for the reply 2 weeks later?
Or i just come up to you and say "hey, its okay, i don't need a job anymore(:"
WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?
Am i really a bad person?


a new start. (:
9:28 PM